Thursday, July 9 @ 00:48
2 days...
YAY US!! :D

Do watch the performance video on facebook! Ok lah, even though there were a few mistakes (esp in my guitar strumming), the arrangement is nice right? I heard one of the song for the first time on Sunday! We took 2 hours to arrange it, and we took 2 days to practice! That's all! Difficult to memorise you know! But well, I thought it was delivered well. Syu and Bernice sang almost perfectly. Heehee.
Though it may not be some big event with thousands of people watching, every performance is an experience.
A special thanks to Charis and Jasper for coming down. Knew that you guys could actually play pool earlier but you 2 still were there! And to Shikin, for being such a great "manager"!!! Yes, you do make a good one for artistes :P
I'm glad I am in NYP and in SoundCard :)
Monday, July 6 @ 00:33
Maria's Back!
On Thursday, we had a very successful SoundCard outing at Marina Barrage!! :) As the organiser, I was a lil worried about the poor response(bad experiences from SNA's event). It was good that everyone had fun!!!!!!!! There was too much food that we had lunch and dinner there! We had random activites like ball games, kite flying, singing songs, playing with water and camwhoring!! Well, YAY! Heehee. SOUNDCARD ROCKS.

Decentralised service was good as well! I learnt as much as I could over the past one week. Just wanna thank the few for giving me the chance :) Not only that, I think everyone who contributed in every aspect did well! Though being only 2 zones and one of the 16 services in the church, we were comparable to established churches(in my opinion). Heeheehee.
After service our zone youths had Taste of Freedom(TOF) activity!!! More than enjoing the food, I believe we have forged greater bonds with each other. Presenting the winning team!!!! :)

Holidays are over and school starts! Urgh, I don't feel ready. What's more there are a few upcoming performances in school these 2 weeks. Let's hope I can manage well and my studies won't be affected :(
Oh, almost forgot! Had a good webcam chat with JingWei! Good to hear that she is still alive(ok, kidding!). Hmmm, feels good when I can talk to her on MSN. It is like as if she's is in Singapore! Yup, thank God for technology!
I'm loving every moment of my life!! Counting my blessings...
Saturday, July 4 @ 01:02
For JingWei...
Right now, JingWei is somewhere up in the sky above Indoensia. I sure will miss her... It was too hard to believe everything. I do feel for her. Imagine, she's totally alone! Wandering around, making brand new friends and doing her own house work! Heehee. Most of all, she finally got her chance to study overseas.

Thankfully I managed to take one last photo with her.

I am sure her leaving is a big lost to the cellgroup! Ok, I think I was super bad. Over reacting when she was leaving. Even her family members didn't behave that way. Hmmm, I guess it's because she did play a big part in my life.

I'll just get used to it. Well, we can always email each other! And I can't wait to visit her this September!!! (The school better let me!)
JingWei! All the best in whatever you do ok! Whenever you are lost, in terms of physical directions or you're stuck in a situation, remember to pray! I'll be thinking of you fondly! Lastly, remember to watch 'Wicked!' HAHAHA. I gave you the wrong place but you can check out this link :)
Wednesday, July 1 @ 18:45
Day 3 of E-learning
Ok, I have done up like 70% of the e-learning stuff... Actually, I'm kinda lost. I wanna go back to school! For some modules, it's quite fruitful but the others, I'm just reading through. Not even sure if I totally understand or not. I guess I prefer to be in lecture halls highlighting and adding lil notes into my lecture book instead of reading powerpoint slides and surfing facebook at the same time!
When I return to school. There are going to be full of project presentations, theory and practical tests to be done. URGH! I can die anytime, but just not during the graded activities in school! Well, I think I'll survive :) Please, no failing at all!
Ever wanted something real badly, almost got it, but didn't in the end? I did. I guess I need to be more humble. Sometimes, I wished I had taken back the words I have said. I need to criticise less, and be more edifying. Man, why do I have to always learn things the hard way? I mean, not as if I wanted fame. Well, at least I was blessed enough to be one of the 20 that was picked over the hundreds(or maybe just 100) to come back for the 2nd audition.
As everyone's been saying,
"There is always the next time."
:) I will train myself hard and will be back! Though the circustances I may encounter in the future(example: work) would not give me much chance. Meanwhile, I should concentrate on Saturday! It's gonna be so cool! So happy to have the chance and I'm gonna learn as much as I can.
Oh yes, I'm gonna be on a fastfood fast for a month. Reason? I watched "Super Sized Me" and I feel that I should not patronize the fastfood industry. Can you imagine, when I become an adult, all I see is fastfood? No more fish soup bee hoon, chicken rice, satay bee hoon and many others? What's more their food is unhealthy! I know it's gonna be hard, as I really love MacDonalds' french fries. I'm gonna stay away from very sweet beverages like Coke as well.
Anyway, when I was young, my parents didn't bring me to have these junk food at all! If not, once or twice only. So I think I should be able to survive for the next one month :) Oh, and thanks for the great response in facebook. LOL. I didn't have so many people "liking" and commenting on my status before! Well, you can join me if you want~ Remember, it is the amazing marketing skills they have, location and the funny chemicals in the food that makes you wanna eat more JUNK FOOD.
Alright, time to watch some good o' tv!! :)
Monday, June 29 @ 23:57
Playing & Studying Hard
Went to watch Hannah Montana the movie with Bernice today! Enjoyed it a lot! I'm so gonna learn the dance moves when I'm free. Hehe. We're gonna dance in the clubroom SOON! :D
After that, we studied in the school library for 3 hours. Ok, maybe 2 hours plus. Cos I was distracted abit to borrow stuff and look for books. But it's still not bad right?! Managed to recap most of the school stuff I've learnt, cos some of the elearning materials are the repeat of what was taught -__- Shall do more tomorrow! Weee! I hope I'll have the discipline at home!
After dinner at the school's MacDonalds(urgh, sinful!), I went to Bernice's house!! The main purpose was to take a look at Russel! He's a very active goldie. But a good boy as well! :)


Yupyup, hoping to have an even more fruitful day tomorrow!
Kübler-Ross model: Acceptance stage
Sunday, June 28 @ 22:12
Why is Singapore so HOT?!!?!?!
Looking at photos of cold places certainly makes me feel less hot. I wish I could be like this photo. It was taken in Scotland as I was climbing Arther's Seat(a hill). Not only was it cold, but the wind was super strong. Yeah, and I could not feel my fingers and ears for the first time. Brrrrr!

Ok, I miss travelling and going overseas. Super envious that JingWei is leaving this Friday! The sad part is, I will miss JingWei :( Anyway, I think one of the most fun thing in life is to travel out of the country alone! I will prolly be doing it this September. Heehee.
For today, I have been packing my room. Super sastisfied with it! :D Give me a few weeks and it will be messy again. Haha. Ok, I promise promise with sugar on top that I will start studying TOMORROW! (actually i'm preparing myself for tomorrow's studying in awhile) I see Violet hard at work. Makes me feel guilty! I better make this semester work!!!!!!!!!!!
It's so hot. Time to turn on the aircon!
Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen... I'm waiting for the phone call next week!!! :D
Friday, June 26 @ 21:10
Enjoying my holiday before school starts. Oh, one more week! xD
On Wednesday, we went to support Fadzly for Singapore Idol's 2nd round! :) It was a nerve wrecking experience for us! But sigh, anyway Fadz, we still love you alright!! :D Btw, going out with the SoundCard peeps is always fun!

The girls....

After the auditions, we walked to the Singapore Flyer for Popeye! Finally having fried sinful food after quite some time. Then, to Starbucks at Marina Square to chillax! I think it was my first time getting a cup all to myself! Yay! Finally I can afford Starbucks on my own. Ok, I'm super pathetic.

:D

Trying to be retro... Ok, I think I failed. Bernice is way better in posing than me!!!

Who is she?

And yesterday, I met JingWei up for a buffet lunch at Sakura! The meal was on me, like a farewell gift to her! She's leaving in a weeks' time! Sob sob!

JingWei concluded that we ate too much meat, and yes we did. Salmon sashimi, lamb chop, sliced beef, satay and...... Urgh, mentioning them makes me wanna puke. I won't be touching them for a month! The good thing was that everything was free flow! Funny us, even though we were too full with the meat, we still had space for ice cream! It's strange how our stomachs work!

After lunch, we took a bus to Orchard and did some shopping! Ah, it felt good buying the things I like. I hope this won't be a habit because the money in my bank account is declining like a parachute!

Finally, we went to Expo for the last part of SOS and the last sleepover at her place. Sob sob! JingWei, I will sure miss you!!!
I tried to make today productive, but I failed. Ok, I shall get myself moving after publishing this post!!
No...... Phone...... Call...... :(